CRIED LIKE MAD LAST NIGHT.
STUPID.
I HATE CRYING, IT SUCKS.
YOUR EYES ARE RED & PAIN, YOUR NOSE IS BLOCKED, YOUR THROAT FEELS WEIRD & YOUR WORDS ARE ALL CUT WHEN YOU TRY TO TALK.

FELL OUT WITH MY DAD.
I WAS ON MSN, ASKING PEOPLE TO HELP ME WITH FLASH & ASKING THEM TO PASS ME THIER SCHOOL MATH PAPERS SO I CAN TRY.
THEN MY DAD WAS LIKE, "YOU ALWAYS ON MSN, THEN WHEN I COME IN YOU CLOSE THE CONVERSATION..." BLAHBLAHBLAH.
& HE MADE ME SIGN OUT. SO, OKAY. I SIGNED OUT.
WHICH MEANS I COULDNT ASK PPLE TO HELP ME WITH FLASH.
OKAY, I GAVE IN.
THEN, HE JUST TOOK MY PHONE WHICH WAS ON THE TABLE BESIDE ME & STARTED READING MY INBOX.
I WAS PISSED AT FIRST, CAUSE I DONT LIKE PPLE READING MY INBOX EVEN IF THEY ARE JUST RANDOM CHATTING SMSES.
THEN, I DONT KNOW WHY, TEARS STARTED TO FORM.
I TRIED TO SNATCH BACK, HE REACTED FASTER & BROUGHT THE PHONE AWAY.
I SAT BACK IN MY CHAIR, REALLY CLOSE TO CRYING.

I JUST STOOD UP, WALKED PAST, & SNATCHED MY PHONE FROM HIM.
HE GRABBED MY HAND & DIDNT LET ME GO.
I TRIED TO BREAK FREE, OBVIOUSLY, HE HELD TIGHTER.
I WAS LIKE SHOUTING INTO HIS FACE CRYING & ASKING HIM TO RESPECT MY PRIVACY.
THEN, MY MUM CAME & MADE MY DAD LET GO.
SHE BROUGHT ME INTO THE ROOM & WE HAD A LITTLE TALK.

AFTER A LONG WHILE, I STOPPED, BUT STILL HAD THE BLOCKED NOSE THING.

Guess I'm not old enough to not cry during stuff like this, UNLIKE BELINDA.

Didnt talk to my dad this morning too.
Didnt even have eye contact luh.
Now, I understand how Claris felt when she fell out with her dad.

Then last night, T told me to listen to songs to make myself happy & high again.
So, I went to listen to Click Five songs.
Then, it was damn stupid.
I was like still crying while singing along to Catch Your Wave, then my words were like all cut. & it sounded damn stupid.
I realise T is VERY positive. Shall get some positiveness from T.

Belinda said she saw a tree near her house which is very hot, & she wants to marry the tree.
Then, she said that some people who go rest at the sick bay because of cramps, always leak the bed.
At first, I didnt know what she was saying, I thought she said they always LICK the bed. EWW? LOL.

YESTERDAY, after recess, Lynn was like saying the F word.
WAHH, torture I tell you.
THEY WERE LIKE " F , F, F, F."
Can have like 4 F words in a sentence.GAHHH. HATE the F word.
Then just now during recess, Lynn suddenly said the F word & pointed her middle finger at me for NOTHING.
I WAS LIKE "AHHHHHH, CLARIS, 我们走人."
Then I picked up my plate, ran to put into the bucket & walked off with Claris.
SERIOUSLY, WHY DO PEOPLE LIKE USING THE F WORD???

Yesterday's training wasnt tough, for the first hour Coach wasnt around.
Even when Coach came, he didnt give us intense training.
But it was HOT.
THE SUN WAS SHINING DAMN BRIGHTLY.
But I didnt let it bother me too much.

Okay, I talking to Claris now.
& She just called me a dumbass.