JUST LIKE WHAT THE TITLE SAYS.
WHY IS MY GOD BROTHER SO SPOT ON.
HAHA.

Never really realised but I saw for myself yesterday.
How my feelings could take a 180 degree turn for the worst after listening to two songs ; Look what you've done & Your love is just a lie.
Then I sang my lungs out to the song; Picture to burn.
FREAK.

I SWEAR I'M NOT GOING TO WASTE MY TIME FEELING SAD ANYMORE OVER UNWORTHY PEOPLE.
WASTED TIME ; WASTED TEARS ; WASTED EVERYTHING.
BURYING YOU AMONG THE OTHER PAGES OF MY LIFE STORY. FULL STOP.

OKAY ;
going to have a match with East View Sec later.
We're going to thrash them no doubt((:
Dont think I'll be playing much though.

Erm ;
have been meeting people in MRT trains in the morning.
Saw Kelly, Lois, Cheah Jing & duh , my god bro yesterday.
Today ; saw Cheah Jing.
OHH ; && I saw my god bro's friend(girl) who was waiting at the bus stop ; looking at the overhead bridge that my god bro would cross if he took MRT.
SO I supposed she was waiting for him.
THAT HEARTBREAKER.
SHE LOOKED SO POOR THING. AHAHAHAA.

OH; yesterday went to Belinda's house to do chinese project.
We went to her house to put our stuff down and change before going to BPP to eat lunch.
We ate at the Streets restaurant(some hong kong restaurant).
Burnt a hole in my pocket. X/
Will post up pictures preferably tonight ; if possible(:

We went to look for specs frame for Belinda.
She wanted to wear the frame while wearing contacts.
Couldnt find situable ones cause they were all too expensive. X/

After that ; we went back to her house & started on the chinese project.
Lynn & I were like holding a concert singing to songs while Belinda was in the shower.
We took the pictures(doing claymation you see).

After a while ; we played with Belinda's rabbit & even help cut its nails.
I help carry it while cutting its nails.
It was cute but I got the jitters at first cause I dont really like carrying rabbits.
You can feel their insides & I'm always afraid that I'll hurt them. XD

Yesterday in school was quite laid back too.
Since we didnt have home econs. Changing over to D & T but the timetable was a bit haywire still. SO yeahs.
We spent science doing our own stuff too.
Teacher didnt come in.
Belinda;Lynn;Zehra & I were talking near the water cooler at first.
Then Mr Seow came ; we moved & sat outside our class(corridor) & talked some more.
ATE JELLY BEANS TOO((:

It was also then that I heard about your lies.
&& when they talked bad about you right in front of me ; it didnt hit me that much like before.

OH; was reading the bible last night online.
I asked a whole lot of stupid questions ; acted like some 3-year-old.
Sorry ; but I didnt know why I acted like that.

Belinda just told me some stuff about Christianity.
& she feels that maybe J's thinking's too pure.
Like he only sees the good side of it.
I see both actually.
So it feels kinda weird. Stuck-in-between-kinda-weird.
OH WELLS.

LYRICS for LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE.

Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you.
'cause all that's left is gone away and there's nothing there for you to prove.

Oh look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone.
Oh well it seems like such fun, untill you lose what you had won.

Give me back my point of view 'cause I just can't think for you.
I can hardly hear you say what should I do well you choose.

Oh look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone.
Oh well it seems like such fun untill you lose what you had won.

Oh look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone, a fool of everyone, a fool of everyone.

Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you,
'cause all that's left is gone away and there's nothing there for you to do.

Oh look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone.
Oh well it seems like such fun untill you lose what you had won.

Oh look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone, a fool of everyone, a fool of everyone.

LYRICS FOR YOUR LOVE IS JUST A LIE.

I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he ****s you?
Could you be more obscene?

So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie
I know you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie

Your love is just a lie

THIS song would have been so much better without the F word.
SIGHS. THAT SONG SPOILER.

BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN:14 DAYS(FOURTEEN'S A NICE NUMBER TOO)