MAYBE ; I SHOULDNT BE BLAMING YOU SO MUCH.
SORRY.
BUT THEN AGAIN ; WHAT IF THE TRUTH IS THAT IT IS YOUR FAULT?

GAH. OKAY ;
Just returned from Malaysia last evening.
16th june was a wasted afternoon.
While my dad, sister, brother & maid was at the outdoor theme park ;;
& my mum and grandma at the casino ;;
I was left alone in the hotel room ; with the tv switched on; wrapped in a blanket all the way up to my chin ;I would sing songs to myself & cry.

In the car on the journey back from malaysia ;
I spent quite some time sleeping.
The rest of the time ;I stared at the sky ; the trees ; ate.
Last night ;
Played mahjong with my cousins.
I won like 2-3 times.

Took forever to sleep last night.
It was so warm even with the air con switched on.
In the end ; we turned on the ceiling fan too.
&& SOME IDOIT WHO HAS TOO MUCH TIME ON HIS/HER HANDS ; KEEP PRANK CALLING MY HOUSE.
FREAK. CALLED AT MIDNIGHT SOME MORE. WE PLUCKED OUT THE PHONE LINE IN THE END.
Early this morning ; rudely awakened by my brother & the TV.
I barely slept last night & they just couldnt give me more sleep.

School's reopening.
Hate the fact ; havent finished my homework.
Wasted quite a lot of time drowning in despair I guess.
Need to pick myself up. Real soon.
The tears are stopping.
Just that ; the countless sleepless nights & the fact that your name still flashes through my head the first thing I wake every morning still exists.

Talking to friends doesnt make things better ; cause I cant find someone would can give me the right kind of advice I want to hear.

Is it time to let go ; God?
Give me a hint ; please.
Suffering because of things I dont know is so torturous.

&yeah ; I havent found out the truth.

Those memories ; a story with all the minor sweet details.
Rest assured you'll be remembered.

最近还好吗- S.H.E

这一个冬天我得
一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞变听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

呼吸- Tanya Chua.

呼吸
呼吸没有你的空气
夜没有模糊我自己
和你分离
让我更清醒
我轻轻呼吸
呼吸这冰冷的空气
昨天在泪眼中远去
有过温柔
我会记得你

照片中依然有那天
阳光里的温度
手心还握着淡淡的幸福
那快乐太清楚
才衬出现在的孤独
不能拥有全部
只拥有回忆
是受苦还是礼物
呼吸
我需要多一点空气
思念几乎让人窒息
沉溺漆黑无声的海底
我不能呼吸
我需要多一点勇气
毕竟真心难以忘记
我和寂寞
越来越熟悉
说一句再见是那么的容易
多久才能填满这冷清
别离的苦
苦在回忆里还有甜蜜
我慢慢
走出了这一场迷雾
阳光还有温度
每一场离别
当时都仓促
是距离让人领悟
回首这风雨
微笑竟然是我最常想起的表情

原来- Lin Jun Jie

原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹