Today morning ;
went to WILD WILD WET for my very FIRST time.
It was the PA family day.
My aunt works for PA ; so the tickets could be bought at a lower price.
Had a splashing greattt time with my younger cousins.
Tried practically all the "rides" ; the one going down the "U" shaped slide thingy was the scariest.
You really like drop down.
Cause according to my dad ; the slide was very close to 90 degrees.
I actually dared to go on the ride twice.
Went on the Ular-lah four times.
That was really fun.
Tried all the different slides too.
Even the kiddy ones. AHAHA. xD

OH ; I WON A IPOD SHUFFLE at the WILD WILD WET LUCKY DRAW TODAY.
MUST BE GOD'S EARLY BIRTHDAY GIFT FOR ME ; OR IT THE BIRTHDAY GIRL'S LUCK.(((:
ITS 1 GB ; ENOUGH FOR ME. ((:

The sun was really hot today ; so ended up getting uneven tans.
Now ; I have a shin guard tan ; FBT tan ; swim suit tan ; socks tan.
So in general ; I'm just tanned.
But better than being fair luh.
I'm NOT sour graping or anything ; but I think tanned skin looks nicer.
Lively-ier & more active looking. Sporty in short. xD

Discovered a whole new side of me recently.
Which is kinda good in fact.
Like today ;
Fun seeking ; sun loving ; drenched from head to toe ; loved the feeling.
Put aside those high heels & closed shoes ; putting on my red & white sneakers(((:
I find sneakers so nice to wear. &&&& what makes it so AWESOME is the red laces. ((:

Realised that the 7th Inter school scrabble competition was held at Downtown east too.
Didnt see who I was looking out for. Oh wells.
Always so near yet so far.

I realised that its either the feelings changed or something ; but people's attitudes towards me are starting to change.
&& it really bugs me.
The attitudes are being so cold & icy ; & I dont like it one bit.

You used to appreciate me ; but I didnt cherish that.
You used to treat me real nice ; took them for granted.
Now when its all gone ; I wish I'll get treated the same nice way again.
But I know its impossible.
I dont deserve it ; the feelings' changed anyways.
I know you're on a search for someone who appreciates you ;
that person would be the one who deserves all that good treatment.
But; I dont know why you're keeping such a distance ; being so cold.
We used to be able to talk about everything ; till like 1am at night.
You used to include so many smiles in your smses & MSN replies.
Not anymore.
& at dinner ; I thought ; maybe I asked you all those stupid questions which were actually common sense related to the Bible was because I wanted to start off a conversation.
But it seems that all we talk about nowadays is only me asking you questions about Christ. & thats all.
I dont expect anything from you anymore ; since I know I've never repaid your niceness ever.
All I did was hurt you.
But do you know that I always feel so damn bad?
After the first time ; I blamed myself for close to a year.
Second & third time ; I'm still feeling guilty.
I dont know whats wrong with me.
I cant even hear my heart ; sometimes ; I doubt I know myself.
I wish you luck in finding your appreciator all the same ; you deserve it((:

I need a appreciator too.
Any takers? (:
I know I'll find one soon ; since I know actually I do good for others ; though I also sin. X/
I know God will watch my every move.
He will see the good-s I do.
I'm not perfect ; I make lots of mistakes too.
But I'll try my best to refrain ; & not do them again.

BTW ; my grandma lent me her shoulder to lie on when on the way back from Pasir Ris.
Though she practically pulled my head onto her shoulder when she saw I was tired ;
It was still very sweet of her.
I think she's the only one who would lend me her shoulder to lie on.((: