I'm so sorry for not posting as often.
Been really busy these days.
Have to study hard ; cause I have lots of responsibilities you know?
Being the eldest child ; I would have to support my brother next time ;
since he's austic & might not be able to take up high-paying jobs.
So I have to get a good-job ; which means I have to study hard NOW.

okay ; so had E-learning from 9th July(my birthday<3) to 11 July.
Didnt go to school.
But I dont like E-learning actually.
You have more homework than normal school days.
First day of E-learning ;
didnt go for online class whatsoever ; since had competition rmbr?

Second day ; went for E-learning classes & did some of the homework.
Class on Heu-campus is horrendous ; cause everyone keeps spamming.
Haha ; its so confusing.
Went for training in the afternoon

Third day ;
In the morning ; Belinda came to my house at abt 8.30.
Then after waiting for my mum to get ready ; we left the house.
Took bus 927 to the Zoo to take photos for our English project.
We had quite a okay time there ; took lots of photos of the animals.
I remember that we asked this guy to help us take a photo & he said to me:" The camera cant detect your face."
So stupid. AHAHA. My face still appeared in the photo in the end luh.
OH ; we had ice cream there too(:
I helped Belinda carry her crumpler while we were in the zoo.
SO I had like two sling bags.
AHAHA.
I hope people didnt think I was mad.
Everything was going fine till when we exited & went to have lunch at KFC ;
did we realise Belinda's mum's camera pouch was missing.
You might think its nothing much; since the camera's still around.
BUT ; Belinda might get scolded & hit by her mum for being irresponsible & stuff.
So we filed for lost & found ; went to IMM & Lot 1 to try find back the same way.
TO NO AVAIL.
SIGHS.

SATURDAY.
was abt to go for hockey training.
Saw a note on my room door from my dad.
I left my parents a note to ask them if I could go to church the previous night ;
So its a reply from him.
He wanted to talk to me that morning.
So we went downstairs ; when the sky was still quite dark & all.
Sat at the table at the BBQ pit area.
& yeah ; we talked.

I realised that actually ; my parents are very worried as I didnt seem to be prioritising my time properly.
I was not studying hard enough I guess ;& they were worried.
Cause if I dont make it to Uni; who's going to support my brother?
& plus ; they said church is time-consuming.
& I already have very little time left ; since hockey is eating a lot of my time.
So we talked from abt 6.45 till around 8.15.
I was crying a bit ; couldnt help somehow.

My mum came down to look for us at 8.15 so we left for breakfast.
Ate roti prata.
I was thinking about all the stuff my dad said & all.
Skipped training.
Went home to study after breakfast instead.

THEN ; IN THE AFTERNOON ; WENT TO CHURCH(((((:
Had a great time.
The intro was done by the church's own band.
There were 3 songs ; if I'm not wrong.
The chorus were usually those that can make you high.
So people were like jumping & singing along(:
I didnt jump cause at first ; cause I was very new to the concept of jumping in public. XD
OH ; there was a time when Pastor Daniel asked "Who's here for the first time?"
Yeah ; stood up with some other people & received a magazine.(:

The Nubien Gents & the Feminine Fire came.
They are so amazing.
They dance so awesomely.
ALL FOR GOD(:
When the performance was close to the end ; the leader of Nubien Gents I would suppose ; he asked a question(forget what it was).
But ; in all ;Serena followed me upstage.
He talked a bit & led those who wanted to accept Christ to say the sinner's prayer.
Very obviously ; said the prayer with tears flowing.
Was feeling very guilty for a lot of stuff.

&& guess what ;Charmaine Tan's friend took a photo of me ; eyes closed ; red-nosed & obviously crying. AHAHA
She sent the photo to me somemore. :D
&& I got a hug from one of the member's from Feminine Fire((((:
&& when service was about to end;
the band "performed" again & this time ; I jumped & sang out loud during the songs((:
I realised then that I have problems jumping ; was like half-hopping & stuff.
But its the thought that counts right?(:

After service ; the cell went to Adina's house which is just beside the Church.
I only stayed for a while ; parents didnt let me stay for cell. :X
Overall ; service was great & made many new friends.(:
Plus ; I accepted Christ which is the biggest reason to be happy & celebrate((:
OH ; I received a belated birthday present from the cell too(:

After church ; my dad dropped my mum; sister & I at Junction 8 ;
which is near my brother's special gym class at Bishan Sports complex.
Just shopped around a bit ; ate breadtalk.
After that went for dinner at Kent Ridge Guildhouse & then went home.

Sunday.
Studied in the morning ;;
had tuitions in the afternoon ;;
used a little bit of my tablet ;;
studied some more.
See ; I'm trying very hard to be a responsible sister ; child ; future mum blah blah blah. HAHA.

YESTERDAY.
Had school & training @ Delta.
Claris realised she lost her Chairperson's badge after training. :((
She couldnt find it. :(( She was so sad ; so close to tears.
Serena sent me the "One way" song by Hillsongs(((:
IT WAS PLAYING IN MY HEAD SO MANY TIMES YESTERDAY.
GOING TO BLUETOOTH THE SONG TO MY PHONE!:DDD

Today ; so far ; nothing much.
Realised god-brother can run very fast.
He should change CCA to track instead of chior. ahahh.
Had mass run today. Was sweating like madd.
I think I'm a sweat bucket at times.
Stink now. :X

PS. NEED TO GO ; ITS MATH CLASS. :X