Yesterday ;
LP came over in the morning. Supposedly to do English project.In the end; all I did was compile the zoo pictures into power point slides.Oh ; we took pictures ; together((:
I'll post one at the end of this okay?(:
Then we left my house at about 12.25pm.LP went to Lot 1; I went to the mrt station to meet Joey ; to go for training together.
I AM SO SORRY JOEY FOR MAKING YOU WAIT SO LONG ; I REALLY AM SORRY:(
Training was kinda sufferous ; if there is even such a word.I had to go to the toilet twice while running the rounds.Then coach made us run a lot more ; made me feel puking.& so yesterday ; I made up my mind.
To say Farewell to my team.
I dont want to suffer anymore ; since there's no use for training so hard.When my skills & stamina DONT improve & I cant contribute to the team by sitting on the bench while you guys are on the pitch "battling" with the opponents.Plus ; there's training on saturday ; which kinds of clashes with church.
&& I just cant seem to fit into the team some how.
Always after I say something ; there's this silence as if no one's listening.
Or rather ; I cant seem to fit in anywhere.Except maybe in church ; I think cause I'm really new at church so they haven't seen my bad points.It seems that everything I do seems to get onto people's nerves in one way or another.
& SO ; PLEASE PEOPLE; TELL ME WHATS WRONG WITH ME?
If my attitude sucks ; tell me so.
If I'm too serious ; tell me so.
If I'm too clingy ; tell me so.
Cause I really dont know what stuff I do wrong.
Oh ; my cousin & my aunt came to visit last night too.My aunt apparently flew back from Dubai only on Thursday. My 21-year old cousin actually took my phone & skimmed through my smses.& he was like " If these people harass you ; tell me. I'll go whack them."
HAHAH ; SO PEOPLE BE CAREFUL. HAHAH.
Today ; had physics test.
I think it was quite horribly done. But whatever. I wasnt good in physics all along. Though I wont give up as yet. I'll still see if I can get into triple science ; though I much prefer Chem & bio.
During PE ; we had volleyball practice. We had this mini volleyball test & I scored 4/5(:
OHH ; I got back my chinese test paper today too. I scored 40.5/50(((: & there was a star beside the marks. hahah.
Today; after school waited for Janeen for practically 45 minutes.
& so yah ; I skipped lunch. Cause after meeting Janeen went to Taka to meet LP. Meet only. Cause when I reached there already ; they had already finished shopping for whatever they needed. On bus 700 ; talked to LP. She's got a new crush now ; poor maomao. hahaha.
OKAY ; need to go take a shower & then start on my homework.
CIAOS(:
CHEER UP; LP. I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE TO WIPE OFF YOUR TEARS.(: