YESTERDAY ;
Had youth day celebrations.
The concert was okay.
Math lesson was slack.
People kept distracting Mr Choy.
Geog lesson was spent away by Ms Sim talking about out of topic stuff.
Chinese lesson was only like 15 mins. Briefly discussed about the mini project.
Music lesson ; danced the African dance a bit & wrote some dumb essay.
After school ; had math remedial with Ms Teo.
She gave us chocolates.
I never want her to leave ; but she's leaving on 26th July.
After remedial ; parents picked me up to Queensway Shopping Centre to search for a red sports bag for my birthday present.
Didnt find any. Sports brands seldom make red bags I realised.
Then went to pick my brother up from school.
Came home to bathe ; before going out for dinner to celebrate my Grandfather's birthday.

A celebration almost became a funeral.
Mine to be exact.
I was walking on the roadside ; I think I was walking a little too in ;
cause suddenly ; something hit my back.
Turned & saw this moving lorry come to a stop beside me.
Realised it was the lorry's side view mirror.
If I were shorter ; it would have hit my head & I would have died.
So close to death ; I thanked God for letting me live longer.

Today ;
woke up at 6.30.
Went to school for hockey training till 10.
Bathed in school after training & went for the funfair.
Met Belinda & Zehra there first.
We played games ; bought some food & drinks.
I won a gigantic pink bear & a small brown bear for Belinda.
I won a tiger toy for Zehra.
I won a clock which looks like a handphone for the class.
After Belinda left ;I was so alone there ; waiting for Claris.
I was standing around ; doing nothing ; occasionally talking to the people I know.
She took forever to come.
When she came ; just walked around ; bought food & drinks ; played games & stuff like that.
The fair was fine at first ; but the ending sucked.
BIG TIME.
I couldnt bring myself to hate you at first ; cause I wasnt sure.
Now ; I dont even bother to hate anymore ; cause it uses up to much muscle energy to frown & keep that hatred in me.
The first 3 times I saw you ; I was like " OMG.OMG."
The last 2 times I saw you ; I felt like slapping you & leaving that place.
YOU IGNORED ME TOTALLY ; YOU LIED ABOUT SAYING HI TO ME.
YOU LOOKED STRAIGHT ; WALKING LIKE YOU WANT TO BASH SOMEBODY UP.
THAT FACE MADE ME WANT TO BASH YOU UP.
Stupid.

After I left that place ; I deleted all your smses & your number.
I cant forgive but I'll forget ;cause you arent worth remembering; LIAR.
You taught me important life lessons ; I'll remember them.
We met for today ; we hate for today.
Now I know why it seemed as though your friends didnt really like you either.
I wont name names ; but you know best.
Your acting's so great ; you should go be an actor instead of a policeman.
I'm not always mean ; but you dont deserve to be treated nicely.
You know it well enough ; that when people treat me nice ; I treat them nice as well.
As nice as two-folds.
* I've learnt that its not worth it sometimes ; cause they dont reciprocate or feel grateful.

WHATEVER.
I'll concentrate on FRIENDS ; studies & hockey.
Not to mention a very special someone who will most probably be the hero.
God(:

I think I need a little cheering up here.
Suggestions please.
Thinking that my birthday is on Wednesday DOESNT help a single bit.
Cause I feel it cant get very happy.
I dont think its going to be FABULOUS FOURTEEN.