Hohoho; I pray they don't come near.
Lets talk about yesterday first, shall we? Yesterday, my mood during D&T was super bad. Partially because I was singing Rihanna's Unfaithful so much, it affected my feelings. Also because I was really so pissed off with someone. Seriously. When Mr Chew asked us to go over, there was this strong urge to say the F word. I said WTH in the end ; since I couldn't make myself say the F word. I think I looked so fuming mad, LP was so scared. She had her hand on my shoulder, asking me to relax. HAHAH. Do I look that murderous? But my spirits lifted after D&T; though I failed D&T. OH; I PASSED MATH! 21/40. HAHA. OMG. I CANT BELIEVE I JUST SAID THAT. ITS SO BAD AND I STILL DARE TO SAY. :S BTW, I SCORED 82.5 FOR CHINESE! YAY.
After school ; we went to Peace Haven. We had a relatively nice time there with the elderly. The group we were assigned to were those who were better, as in nicer and could play bingo, eat themselves and stuff. Yeah, we played Bingo with them at the start and then we performed for them. We sang 月亮代表我的心,a part of Beautiful Girls. Jie' R played the piano. And we all danced a dance too. I kinda screwed it up. :S :S Oh, we served them their tea break too; their biscuits and tea. Some of the elderly are really cute. (:
And I think the relationship between LP and I are getting known to teachers. I think we have to be careful on how we behave next time. HAHA.
TODAY; I received my science paper back. Scored 60 marks, a B4. Not very ideal. :S I scored A for bio and chem okay. Stupid physics. BLEH. XP
oh, something real funny happened while we were walking to the Faraday Lab for science class. I totally embarrassed myself by doing something that I used to always do. I tried to change but it came back again. Haha, people involved know what I mean. (:
Oh, I met 3 ex-classmates today ; all from SJI. :S sorry, my impression of SJI guys changed from bad to worse. At the interchange; I met Shakthi. He kinda raised his head at me, like how people say whats up(I think). So, I did the same thing back, just that I didn't raise as much compared to him. His friends looked at me; then looked at him.& they were talking ; I couldn't really hear. They were in the 190 lane to wait for the bus, I went into the 307 lane; which was just beside. I was standing practically in front of them. Not like I wanted to. Cause the 307 lane was short and they were standing near the front of 190 lane. Then one of his friends(I TOTALLY DON'T KNOW) said hello, so I said hello back and turned away.Then the other friends were like"You know him too?" Then I was like " Erm, NO." and rolled my eyes. But I don't think they saw. Then they were talking among themselves, so I couldn't hear. When their bus came; one of them, who wears specs said bye. So I said bye. Then I heard the rest say: " What are you doing???" And Shakthi was like pushing them to move off. He said bye and said sorry. And I replied with an "Its okay." HAHAH; It was kinda stupid to me. Oh wells; whatever.
all the time, I feel so confused that I never want to face the truth. All I know is that I hope you'll change for the better. You can do it, I know you can.