It was always the case of people leaving without a sound ; but girl, you made it so that you cared about me to ask me to go.
Saturday, same routine. (My life's kinda boring, I know.) I learnt about the 9th(*smiles!*) commandment at church. Its basically about lying and was quite shocked to find out that liars, murderers, rapists or all those who committed grave crimes bear the same punishment in the lake of fire. How scary is that? To think we lie so easy everyday. Btw, gossiping is also lying if whatever you're saying is not true. So think twice before you gossip/lie/say half truths/keep silence when you know the truth/play the blame game/flatter/exaggerate. Since I think everyone of us has lied before, remember to ask for forgiveness((:
& on the same fateful saturday, I cried again. ( I typed again cause I cried last fri & sat too. :S ) I cried cause I thought it was a must for me to leave. I cried cause I know you mean much to me, I've always treated you as a much better friend, even if there are grave differences between us. I know people think you're weird or whatever, but I couldnt care less.And no worries, I wouldn't ever blame you if my results suffer.Don't ask me to leave again okay, cause I'll start thinking you don't want me anymore.
Oh, and yeah, I poured out my feelings and blah to the same person. I think the person must be like feeling so irritated to have a friend who calls for two weekends, crying and talking crap. Sorry, but because I know you'll listen so I called. Thanks for making me laugh again. And seriously, your cousin has a super girly voice but he's kinda nice to talk to, since he's nine(?!) HAHAH.
Sunday was the same, I walked through the pouring rain cause I didn't bring an umbrella. So I got super soaked; I bet people thought I was mad. I thought I was mad too. I mean I actually called home and to my friend to tell them about me being stuck at the void deck of my tuition centre. I mean, what can they do? come to my rescue? HAH. I didn't fall sick though. I play hockey in the rain all the time too, and nothing seems to happen anyway.
I got back my english and lit marks today. They weren't too bad. & I knew Theng Hui would get the highest, before Mr Poon announced. She's such a smartass sometimes(its a compliment btw(: )
&& I think I'm starting to get influenced by my surroundings. I used the F word today when my hockey stick hit the metal railing at the bus interchange. & I couldnt really believe it came out of my mouth like that. :S & can someone tell if its bad to use the words " I swear"? Thanks(:
Don't disappear, or I'll slap you.(maybe) HAHAH.