I hate to say this, but you're right. Cause somehow I feel it disappearing by the second.
I don't feel happy this morning, cause yes, I can feel it too. The gap's widening, cause you've grown closer to others. And hurts to know you don't mind me leaving. I can't do much to help, all I can do is listen to you pour everything out. You always think I'm thinking of him, but I'm not. I always want to help you, give you a hug to cheer up your day, but the chance never comes. You don't know how I feel inside, but I guess you wouldn't want to know anyway. You're so sure of me leaving by next year, so maybe I'll leave with a hurting heart once again. I just hope your life would be better, happier, brighter, cause you've suffered a lot. I've always treated you as a very very close friend, till the extend of being my LP. Babe, there's no reason to smile anymore.
Yesterday; woke up earlier to go to school for mass dance practice. Had mass dance practice after school too. I danced so much, my thighs hurt. We almost had to do CWO yesterday, which was weeding in the parade square. But it rained, so it was postponed.
My mum left yesterday to Sans Francisco, to join my dad for a holiday. Sweet much, I know. I miss you, mummy. I really do. Sorry, I couldn't send you off yesterday. :(((((((((
My number is like circulating everywhere, inside a particular school. I mean, can people please stop giving out my number without permission to your friends? Thanks.
There's nothing to say anymore. I'll rather let myself explode.