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Femme.
Amanda's fifteen,
she's weird,but wonderful.
So in love with Jesus,
Liverpool, and a couple of
Korean stars.
Into music and singing,
loves chocolate frappes.



People ask me, "Why do you believe in God?
How do you know God exists?
What if God is a hoax?"
But I mean, why do people believe in love?
So many people kill each other;
our world is degrading,
divorces are at a all time high,
& a lot of people cheat on one another.
With all that, how can you believe in love?
When you hear it like that,
love just sounds like a hoax.
But when you see love,
when you feel love,
it gives you this hope.
That's why you hear about it all the time;
that's why it's the biggest issue in our world.
Love is something cliche as it sounds,
it's truly unexplainable.
God is unexplainable.
He sent his only son to die for us,
us humans who are so screwed up.
Love is the very foundation our universe is built upon.
Without love, none of us would be here.
-Chloe Higashida & flyy-quotes.xanga.com

amigos
QUOTES(:
1S1'07/2S1'08
Alto One(:
Adele
Ariel
Adina
April
Aricia
Celeste
Crez Chorale
Juniper
Jonas Ng
Jun Ze
KarYee
Khoo Wen Hui
Kelly Ang

Nick Chuan
Pei Yi
Pearlyn
Sheena
Si Jia
Serena
Theng Hui
Wan Ni
Wan Lin
Xin Yuan
Xia Xue

Give praise.

credits
codes & image are by pinkaholic. fonts are from dafont, background from piczo and lastly, basecodes are from XTACY. thank you :D

Wednesday, February 11, 2009 | 7:15 PM
Self-destruction.
I'm like totally self-destructing now.
I'm still coughing with phlegm but I don't end my medicine as instructed.
And I still continue eating CNY goodies, chocolates,candies and drinking sweet drinks.
But well, I have good enough reasons to self-destruct actually.

I'm just so disapointed in myself.
I suddenly feel that I'm like this masked person,behind this facade.
I'm actually a really mean,rude and arrogant person deep down under.
WHY?!
I hate myself for being that way.
I can't understand why my mouth just seems to shoot hurting stuff so fast.
I need a word filter for my mouth.
Cause I've been telling myself not to gossip about people behind their backs.
Yet I still do.
I feel like I'm not worth all this I have.
All of God's provisions.

I know I want so much, to be the nice person I seem to be all the time.
But somehow sometimes, Satan just unleashes the ugly side of me.
I don't want to be this hateful.
I don't want to end up losing friends,spoiling relationships and being a failure disciple of Him.
I need to work harder for a change and not just talk big.
I really don't want to be so fault-y.
I know I can't be perfect, but at least, I want to live a God-ly life.
I want to be like my role model.

Here's a apology cum prayer for Joey Lee:
Dear Joey, I'm sorry for being mean today. I really truly meant to wake you up, so you can see that sleeping in class and misusing the tablet is really not good for you.I really wish you'll change,so your studies would see a goodturn. I know you can do it. Like how you passed your recent A math test. I pray that the Lord would help you, to overcome your desires to sleep in class and use the Internet. I pray that God would help you fend away the evil temptations of Satan. Also, please forgive me for shooting of my mouth that day. I pray you'll be able to overcome your struggles soon. Let's change together yeah? I pray in Jesus' name, Amen.


Btw, elect geog test was okay.
Drew a few diagrams and all, hope it'll be okay.

Crezawards is on Friday.
I hope my parents let me go, haven't spoken to them about it. [Another bad point. I always hesistate when asking stuff like that, cause I'm afraid of disappointment. Go ahead, call me a scaredy-cat.]
All the best to Juniper,Jollin and Pearlyn.
Love you guys loads loads.

I hope the choir shirt is nice.
we're paying $9.80 for it, its reasonable to me.

Called up Serena to clear some doubts while reading the Bible.
Charmaine and Jonas didnt pick up my call.
*HMPH*
You guys are so going to get it from me.
ahahha.

Btw, I prayed for the cell just now, really hope we could all grow into Christ together and help each other.
Shucks, forgot to pray for Yun Hui, the new girl.
Going to do so now.

Prayer request: Help me pray that I will change ASAP, I will recover ASAP, I will do fine for my tests, I will be able to continue reading the Bible diligently,I will do Masterlife 5 days a week,my parents' hearts would soften and let me go to Crezawards and that they will see the importance of Cell group and service and that the people around me will be drawn to God(: [ Okay, you can choose from the list above,shan't make it too troublesome for you guys.]

(PS. Sorry nick, I know I've been losing touch with you, will try catch up okay. I've been busy and all. sighs. I won't forget you, no worries. hahha.)
And to all the other people I've been neglecting, accept my sincere apology.
Call/text me in case of serious missing/needing of advice blah blah blah(: