People need a love demo,
And coincidentally, Its Good Friday tmr.
Just for your info, the holiday commemorates the Crucifixion of Jesus.
Its the greatest act of love.

Why this big bang with my starting of the post?
Here goes my long grandmother story.

I was feeling fine this morning, just afraid that I would be feeling unwell again.
I just started my period last night, and usually, the first day's the WORST.
When I was on the train to JE, my legs and arms were kinda weak.
I held out till JE, hoping to get a seat when I changed train.
Thank God, people alighted at clementi and I got a seat.
Which made me feel slightly better.

When I reached Redhill, I thought of taking the bus instead of walking.
However I saw the bus at the bus stop already, and reckoned that I wouldnt be able to chase it.
So I decided to stroll slowly to school.
I barely made it to the traffic light I have to cross in order to get to school.
I couldn't help it, and I squatted there at the traffic light.
THE BEST THING WAS: PEOPLE JUST WALKED AHEAD WHEN THE LIGHT TURNED GREEN.
CRESCENTIANS AND TEACHERS ALIKE.

Number 1: Who in the right mind squats at the traffic light? Couldn't someone show some concern?
2) Even if they couldn't recognise I was a Crescentian as I was in my house shirt, what's wrong with asking a stranger in pain " Are you okay?"
3) HOW COULD MR MUTHI JUST WALK AWAY LIKE THAT?! He's an adult, shouldn't he know better?

Seriously, you didnt know how shocked I was.
I only got the help I needed when I decided to stand up and saw my choir senior.
She helped me over to some benches outside the nearby condo to rest for a while before proceeding forward.
Thank God that when we were reaching the bus stop, I met 陈老师.
She was very helpful and nice.

I went over to the drain railings, cause I tasted the sour liquid that would be secreted when you're about to vomit.
But nothing came out.
Lao Shi said my hands were cold and I looked very pale.
I was sitting on the floor at the bus stop.

A teacher's attention was attracted and she gave me some medicated oil to apply.
Although it didn't really help.

Then, the OM came also.
I told them that I needed the toilet.
Cause I needed to relieve my undigested food to make my abdomen feel better.
But the OM said "Instead of going to the toilet, you should be going to the hospital." ( I didn't have the strength to say why I needed the toilet)
Lao Shi said that I was just cramping, so not that serious yet.

Oh, my chem teacher, Ms Azilah stopped while on her way to school to join in the "Act of saving Amanda 09/04/2009". (hahah, I'm still in the mood for jokes.)
The teachers (all female, could understand my plight better) so they wanted to support me to walk slowly up the slope.
I could only manage a few steps.

Thank God Kuan Lao Shi came driving in and she sent me up the slope to the foyer.
With Claris' support, I kinda brisk walked into the toilet at the GO.
I did my stuff, flushed the toilet.
Vomited, flushed the toilet.
And cleared what I didn't clear the first time.
Flushed the toilet, washed my mouth, went to sick bay.

Chen Lao Shi gave me a cup of warm water, the staff had prepared the hot water bottle for me.
Chen Lao Shi even helped me to cover the blanket.
She left and said she would come visit me later.

I laid on the bed for about half an hour, before my choir junior came in.
She looked exactly how I looked like before.
Pale, in pain, needed people to support.
Although they had another mattress, I thought I was better already, so I gave the hot water bottle and bed to her.
I also informed my parents not to come fetch me anymore.

I went for Elect geog class.
Could barely stay awake.
I went home in a cab.
(Was kinda worried inside, cause I was alone in the cab and you know, I was weak and all and shows always show the worst side of taxi drivers)
But,the uncle was nice enough.
I reached home safely and my grandma came home when I was at the doorstep.
I called the office and my parents to inform them I had reached home.

I had quite a good rest.
When I woke up, I realised my bro had twisted my specs.
I managed to twist it back, thankfully.

My mum says she'll bring me to see a gynae.
I hope she'll bring me soon.
I don't know whats' wrong with my body.
This has been occuring every month.
Period--pale,in pain, weak--vomit--feel better.
Its so weird, vomiting's like the best medicine you know.
Its going to be even weirder when I go to the gynae.
Can I wear a shirt there that says "I'm not a 15-year old mum. I just have some period problems." ?

But I still hope my mum really makes her word true and brings me to get a diagnosis.
My mum doesn't always do what she said she would.

I haven't eaten much, don't really know what to eat.

I hope that people will start showing more love and concern for others.
I'm not asking you to die for others like Jesus did.
Verbal concern is sometimes good enough.