I don't understand why I'm so stupid.
I guess cause I can't understand that fact, so I'm even more dumb than expected.
I can't seem to remember how to apply the A math and E math facts I learn, though they seem easy when I go through them and all.
But tests and exams just kill me.
KILL KILL KILL
I screwed my E math test today.
I can't get inequalities' signs right.
I don't know which is angle of elevation and depression.
& I haven't done my A math test. heh.
I tried some alpha beta questions earlier and I forgot my dad's teachings already.
How?!?!?!
I'm like going to fail it AGAIN..
SIGHS.
BTW, I THINK CAMPUS SUPERSTAR IS LAME.
They always let those 13 year old guys win, but after they break voice, their voices change and they can't sing as nicely anymore.
So whats the whole point right.
Just let the girls win la.
(I'm not being sexist okay.)
Oh, I watched "Knowing" on Good Friday with Celeste, Jonas G. , Elwin and Lois.
My primary school buds.
We went to Bugis.
It freaked us all out.
I couldn't sleep that night, so I missed choir the next day.
I'm such a SS. (Stupid scaredy-cat)
And my progress with Masterlife and Bible reading plan is like so lag.
I'm so behind time.
I hate myself at times like this.
I get NOTHING right.
Is there even anything at all that I can handle well?
My life needs fixing.
And, I was happy with the 4-0 Liverpool win against Blackburn.
Torres is the most awesome soccer player, I've ever seen.
His first goal was astounding, appalling awesome.
His second goal wasn't too bad either.
Thanks to Agger and Ngog for the other 2 goals to finish the game brillantly.
Though, Chelsea beat liverpool like 3-1.
That sad time passed fast.
AND STUPID MAN U HAS SOME SEVENTEEN YEAR OLD NEW GUY WHO SCORED TWICE FOR MAN U.
Without that Merceda whatever guy, Man U would have screwed up more than once.
oh, I found this link to watch live streaming of soccer matches.
so awesome right.
Its free.
okay, I'm done with my soccer talk.
oh, I actually gained weight.
I'm FAT.
(but empty in the brain. this sucks.)
I gained like freaking 3 kg?!?!
without growing tall.
I'm scared if I go running, I'll develop muscles.
Which are heavy and will make my calves so big.
But if I don't, I can't lose weight.
Tell me.
what to do.
OH LORD, SAVE ME.
I need God to give me more knowledge.
I'm really getting worried.
What if I don't get good O level results?
I'll be so screwed.
My hotel management dreams, dashed.
If I can, I want to try being a wedding coordinator, but I still need my business management studies.
Why are there people like Juniper, so smart and awesome in almost all aspects;
and someone so contrasting like me?
As the people say, success= 99% hardwork and 1% talent. I can't seem to say I'm hardworking enough, neither do I have the smarts.