GAH.
Its a school holiday, everyone's out having fun with friends.
Except me.
Darn.
I'm so cooped up in this home of mine.
Facing books, the computer screen/tv screen and my family members all day.
Such a boring routine.
There's no meaning to my life.
I'm not good in anything.
Though I study, I dont excel.
And I'm not particularly good in any sports or can do any dance.
Seriously.
When will my parents stop trapping me at home?!
Really, I wish they'll kick me out to hostel after JC and make me fend for myself.
I'm so jealous of Celeste, she can just leave her house anytime she wants to go out.
And I dont even go out with my friends often.
I didnt get to go out with friends during the hols and I cant go out today too.
Life's really like a vacuum sometimes.
URGH.
whats happening to my life.
if I were to die anytime soon, I promise across my heart I'll regret living my life like that.
Btw, I don't understand why I have such a common face and common name.
I guess these made my life so common too.
Pastor Daniel mistook me for a girl called si feng on saturday.
So MANY people have asked me if I were at this certain place when I wasnt.
And they'll say they saw someone that looks like me.
Gah.
And my name is like so very common.
I bet there are uncountable "amanda"s in the whole world.
I feel like changing my url again.
Stay tuned folks, to my boring life.