Numbed by pain,
can barely feel no more.

It never rains, it pours.
My cramp problem is back,
vomited at JP yesterday,
it was disgusting.

When I came home, my grandma scolded me for using her blanket
and even said vomiting is my own business.
She made it seem like it was my fault.

Hello, its not like I want to vomit and feel so much pain every time.
Who's the one that doesn't want to bring me to the gynae again for check up. (MUM)

Okay, fine, no one cares in the family.

And then today, I heard my uncle (dad's elder bro) has kidney failure.
No one is going to donate a kidney.
It'll be hard to find a donor out there.
He's the only breadwinner, and he being on dialysis is definitely going to take a toil on his job.

Nothing is good,
my tablet charger is spoilt,
reason why I can type this is thanks to Jia Yi for helping me charge.

I dont know why,
I feel void of feeling.
I feel numb.
I don't know what to feel, there's nothing to feel anymore.
And, my tastebuds seem to be dying on me.
Everything tastes the same bland way.

But who cares?
Do you?




i wish.